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WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE FANDOM?!

  A s my exams approached, I took a break from the media to focus on my academic life๐Ÿ‘€…I guess I was doing so well because I was awarded a day of screen time.๐Ÿ˜ƒ Being an Engene, I ran to TikTok and a smile spread across my face, they slayed the Coachella stage. Heesng!! I was so happy but a little sad, sad that I couldn’t see them perform in real life. Sad that I couldn't experience the joy of cheering them on.๐Ÿ˜ž   Next, I saw Jay…my smile faded and tears wanted to escape, he turned 23 yesterday and I missed his livestream๐Ÿ˜“. How well he has grown up. {We better watch out for the 23 curse๐Ÿ˜.} In my quest, I saw a post about the Jeniffer Hodgson show… my jaw dropped WOW they are really making it big… I happily went to the comments to join Engenes support them only to find devils in the catroom… threats upon threats.   Comparing Enha and Stray kids, saying Enha is 6,saying the group is beeter without Sunoo.. How DARE You people add on to their stress?!...these boys are suf...

AN ENGENE'S LIFE .PT 1

    I had just returned back to school after our break. I ran through the gate and straight to my class ready to tell my desk mate and fellow k pop fan, Thelma, all that i found out about our idols when a boy in my class, Al, came up to me. "What did you do during the break, huh?", I was about the answer but seems like the girls in my class had that ...covered. "Is that a question to ask?, you know she was listening to those skinny and pale chickens."  "It's obvious, you didn't need to ask... I mean that's all she does"          I brushed them off and turned to Al, "I watched some of the vlogs Jay posted that I missed and I also watched Jay's fan cams. ". Al sighed deeply and looked at me with disappoint. "Jay doesn't even know you exist. You haven't even seen him in person yet you waste your time watching his videos. It's a little concerning". I was looking for words but nothing came. I looked around me and ...

HOW IT STARTED

I was about to resume school and I was bored....as always, so i decided to watch some Youtube and on my fyp i saw a video where fans meet idols(that one that the girl thought idols didn't poop๐Ÿ’ฉ๐Ÿ‘€). At the time the only groups i knew where Stray Kids and BTS but it said featuring ENHYPEN. To be honest at the time i found the name weird(WE LISTEN AND WE DONT HATE๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ฃ). I was contemplating whether to watch it or not but i did in the end and i fell in LOVE!!๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ.  The moment I heard their voices I knew I would love this group and their visuals and goofiness, it was so captivating. Of course I ended up watching En'oclock and more interviews and many years later I still  love them. Now, people ask me a lot like A LOT๐Ÿ˜‘...who is you bias?. well..... During Drunk-Dazed I fell for Jay, then Fever I became obsessed with Ni-Ki, then Bite Me came and I was barking over Heeseung, then Sweet Venom I went to Sunoo cause OMG!!, then Xo I fell so DAMN bad for Sunghoon and Jungwon's blond...